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Why try even though you know that no chance will be given to you? Obviously the hope of wanting it to happen is the reason to 'try'. Majority of the time, life's cruel truth tends to happen. Rejection and what not. Then, it takes time to accept the fact and realized that nothing will happen even though you tried your utmost best. It will hit you like you've never been hit before but you need to suck it up and move on. The 'moving on' seems to be the most hardest part. Listen to the song "The Man Who Can't Be Moved" by The Script and you will understand. 

With extreme luck, you will find another special someone who could make you feel like you're on top of the world but then you hesitate and think that the history will happen again. It will slow you down, then when you realized that it's worth the risk and you soldier on. You then realized that nothing will make you feel lower than previously. Not until rejection comes again. 

You never seem to feel numb after getting it so many times. Each time, it grows much more painful. Then you listen to the song "Under the Bridge" by the Red Hot Chilli Peppers. This is just one scenario. What if a Chance is give to you? Will you grasp it and make full use of it? Or will you just waste it away and regret after that. 

Chance have never been given to me. I have to fight for that chance and prove myself worthy. But no matter how I strive, failure is bound to happen. That made me stronger and with every rejection, I grow. I learn. And I move on to improve myself. 

But when will I get a well deserve chance? 

Will you give it to me? 

I hope so...