Sunspots

Can things get more shittier?

This morning, was like the worst start I have ever had for a day. This is what happened today. This post will either Make or Break me. So, yeah... Fuck it...

As usual, I was acting a little crappy this morning. Irritating people in the morning is usually what I will never do in the morning. But amazingly, today it happened. I irritated the wrong person today.

I actually did not know what happened. It happened sooooooooooo fast. All of a sudden, Nazirah suddenly was extremely pissed. I felt like shit after that. I did not know what I did that could made this happened but obviously I am at fault.

Whenever I am at fault, I don't like when others take the blame. In this situation, I know that there have to be a reason on why she exploded and it have to be me. To me, she is not at fault.

Well, after all the awkward silences, I decided to go home. I can't handle this kind of conflicts. I like to walk it off. Whenever shit happens, I like to leave the place immediately and walk. Thinking of what actually have happened and trying to find a solution for it.

In this case, I realised that never in my life someone have ever done this to me. Never.

Upon reaching home so early, I decided to go to Tampines Mall and search for that shitty M2 card. I did manage to find it but it cost like $69. Then, I decided to go home.

On the way home, I still felt shitty. So, I decided to sms Asilah. I was hoping that she could make me feel better. The completely opposite happened. She made me feel more like melted shit now. I don't blame her though but the question still remains in my mind, "Why must it be in CAPITAL LETTERS???"

So, yeah. I would like to apologise to Nazirah for what happened this morning. I will try my best to avoid this from ever happening again.


"HEY GOD! Why are you doing this to me?"