Sunspots

It's hard you see...

Okay. How am I not going to get too emotionally involved with them? It's hard you see. I spend most of my time with them now. Everything happened in IQG, I have to get involved, emotionally.

Well, hate to say this but it's happening again. Tried so hard to prevent this from happening but it's still happening. Why can't I just keep myself shut? Everything was fine in the beginning. If I kept my mouth shut in the first place, will the ending be the same? Does it even matter if I kept my mouth shut?

I really hate it when I realised that I fucked up so many times in the past. Thinking about "it" is already hard. But Why can't I stop thinking about it? By thinking about it, am I really trying to improve myself or just love the feeling of rejection?

I know that I hate the feeling of rejection. Hell, who loves the feeling of rejection anyway? Does the sorrow from thinking about rejection make me feel alive? Or does it just make me produce more white hair?

Well, this is the only place I whine. So, please, don't complain or feel bad of what I write about whoever I write about. Whatever that you are unhappy with me about what I wrote, just tell me alright?

If I humiliate anyone using this blog, I apologise.


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