I've been very busy lately. With the CAs coming, SBSC stuff to do. I barely have time to stop and think.
I have to admit, I am kinda scared of the upcoming CA. Am I prepared to face it now? I have to say not yet. What will my results be? I hope good enough.
First week of school was hell for me. My body is still kinda lazy to drag itself to school in the morning. Meeting back with schoolmates was cool and saddening at the same time. "Frustrated" ans "pissed off" are some of the emotions that I gone through too.
Problems appear from left and right. I was expecting them to appear sooner or later though. The "Help" are not doing what they're suppose to do.
This post is kinda messy. Do come back and see the amendments. I'm not in the mood to blog now.
[***Update | July 15 | 4.17]
Yeah, I said that I'll come back here and rant like crazy. From now on, this blog will be a no-holds-barred blog. I will use names instead of using "she", "he" and "they". It could make people hate me. It could make people like me. I don't care that much already. Finally, there is nothing that I have never felt before. Except for one thing though. Having my dick sucked. Hmm...
Okay, onto serious stuff. I'm not feeling that well this past few days. Having a severe flu. I just came back from the doctor. The most nicest doctor that I have ever met.
Tomorrow, there will be a meeting with a few members regarding the camp. What's the progress on the camp you may ask. It's been going kinda slow. I hope that tomorrow's meeting will get me to the point of satisfaction. Currently, I am not satisfied that much on the recent progress. Yeah, I do appreciate Andrew's, Wan Ni's and Eileen's help on the discussion. But I am still not satisfied though.
I'm trying my best to not disturb Ayin, Hafisa, Shikin, Huda and Wan Ni cause I know that they are currently very very darn busy with the NDP thingy. For Liyana, she is constantly busy with work. I think.
Relationship, relationship & relationship. Frankly speaking, I am interested in Ayin and I think most of you already know already. Yeah, I agree. My actions are kinda obvious. But I realise that she is not abit interested at all. Haha! Girls could be so darn cold at times. Haha!
Still in the topic about girls, I just recently met this cute and adorable girl. She is in the same class as Jacky. She is just so adorable. I can't believe that she is single and I bet that there are lots of guys chasing her already. What are my chances? I don't know actually. I'm just glad that I've met her.
Oh yah, before I forget. Nazirah is happy now. That is good to see. I hope you guys stay happy always. Frankly speaking, I still hate him though. It's your life, Irah. It don't matter what I feel. As long as you're happy, it's good enough. I always hope for the best for you.
[This post is not a personal assault on any names that are mentioned. I just feel that from now on, I have to be frank to all. Cause being "nice" is just not working for me now. This is also not a way to vent my anger. I just want to be frank.
I apologise for any misunderstandings that are about to come my way soon.]
Peace...
I have to admit, I am kinda scared of the upcoming CA. Am I prepared to face it now? I have to say not yet. What will my results be? I hope good enough.
First week of school was hell for me. My body is still kinda lazy to drag itself to school in the morning. Meeting back with schoolmates was cool and saddening at the same time. "Frustrated" ans "pissed off" are some of the emotions that I gone through too.
Problems appear from left and right. I was expecting them to appear sooner or later though. The "Help" are not doing what they're suppose to do.
This post is kinda messy. Do come back and see the amendments. I'm not in the mood to blog now.
[***Update | July 15 | 4.17]
Yeah, I said that I'll come back here and rant like crazy. From now on, this blog will be a no-holds-barred blog. I will use names instead of using "she", "he" and "they". It could make people hate me. It could make people like me. I don't care that much already. Finally, there is nothing that I have never felt before. Except for one thing though. Having my dick sucked. Hmm...
Okay, onto serious stuff. I'm not feeling that well this past few days. Having a severe flu. I just came back from the doctor. The most nicest doctor that I have ever met.
Tomorrow, there will be a meeting with a few members regarding the camp. What's the progress on the camp you may ask. It's been going kinda slow. I hope that tomorrow's meeting will get me to the point of satisfaction. Currently, I am not satisfied that much on the recent progress. Yeah, I do appreciate Andrew's, Wan Ni's and Eileen's help on the discussion. But I am still not satisfied though.
I'm trying my best to not disturb Ayin, Hafisa, Shikin, Huda and Wan Ni cause I know that they are currently very very darn busy with the NDP thingy. For Liyana, she is constantly busy with work. I think.
Relationship, relationship & relationship. Frankly speaking, I am interested in Ayin and I think most of you already know already. Yeah, I agree. My actions are kinda obvious. But I realise that she is not abit interested at all. Haha! Girls could be so darn cold at times. Haha!
Still in the topic about girls, I just recently met this cute and adorable girl. She is in the same class as Jacky. She is just so adorable. I can't believe that she is single and I bet that there are lots of guys chasing her already. What are my chances? I don't know actually. I'm just glad that I've met her.
Oh yah, before I forget. Nazirah is happy now. That is good to see. I hope you guys stay happy always. Frankly speaking, I still hate him though. It's your life, Irah. It don't matter what I feel. As long as you're happy, it's good enough. I always hope for the best for you.
[This post is not a personal assault on any names that are mentioned. I just feel that from now on, I have to be frank to all. Cause being "nice" is just not working for me now. This is also not a way to vent my anger. I just want to be frank.
I apologise for any misunderstandings that are about to come my way soon.]
Peace...
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