Sunspots

Outcast...


Okay... You really wanna know how I feel??? I feel damn stupid right now. Sometimes I wonder, why are we friends. Starting it was okay, until FnD and all created a band. You know why I was so called "avoiding" all of you? I just can't relate with you all. Everytime when we were outside together, almost everytime, Fret this, fret that. A-major this G-Minor that. I can't say anithing to change the topic. I feel like a extra tyre. Then, if we were talking about something that I can relate to, it's fun but sometimes I feel like I am always being pinned down. I feel that Yuri is the one that is always pinning me down. And I don't blame him. He was once in my position right now.And now I feel like the scapegoat among all of us. Understand? You want proof? Just look at Kamal's handphone. How many stupid videos are there about me? Sometimes I don't mind. But sometimes its just too much.