Sunspots

It seems that i had failed in every single thing that I had done so far. With a girl, in my studies and many other more shit like soccer etc. Sometimes I wonder, 'what the hell am i doing?!?!?'. Trying to think that I have a purpose for existing but I'm now in a blur state. I still make jokes. I still act normally. Eventhough I'm in a lot of pain. I just don't want my friends to worry. =)


I'm still Thinking of her.
Sha.