Sunspots

Yesterday played soccer. Again. I was late yesterday. It was also damn frustrating yesterday. Can't score a proper goal. Damn.


This is something I want to share and I hope that it will soon bring me comfort. Just need to get it off my chest. Everytime I sleep, I dream of her. When I am just walking, and saw a smile, It reminds me of her. When I watch the television, someone just have to remind me of her. I have tried many stuff to forget about her. I know that I had done many wrongs and only a few rights. It's just hard for me. I don't know why. Why is it so difficult to forget her? Her smile? Her "don't give a shit" attitude? I'm just in a blur right now. I actually don't know what to do.


Now, all I want is to be friends with her. That is all I am asking for. Please.


Nasehah I know that you completely hate me but please listen. Can we start all over again. I always want to lepak with you. I always want to listen to lame jokes. I always wanted to be your friend. I hope it's not to late. Please.