Sunspots

Frustrated?? Upset?? Or maybe both...That is how I feel..? Maybe...But if I had to guess...Most of it have to be upset...I know that saying 'sorrie' is never enough...I'm leaving skool soon...I have to make everything right...I can't leave skool with people hating me...All my fault?? I guess...Maybe loving someone else is a waste of time...It may be good for the rest who is a sweet talker, a cutie, a gentleman and a man...Its hard to act like one...Its is harder to become into one...Guess that I am not fit enough...Maybe I had just done too much sins during my past...Payback time I guess...This is a wakeup call for me...And...Thanks for being hard on me...You should know who I am refering to...A tough lesson I had learnt... All I can do now is... Smile...And make sure you smile too... :D

And abt the "killing" shit...I am sorrie...You should know that you should feel this shitty feeling rite?? When your in love...Even More!! If your still not happy with me... I can do nothing... Except...Smile... :D