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A few days have passed since I've graduated from ITE. It's been different. Very different indeed. Even how late I sleep, my body clock keeps waking me up at the timing that I usually wake up for school. Kinda Annoying actually. Then, I have to sleep during the afternoon cause all my energy is gone by 11+ am. Which totally sucks!

Emotionally, I've been coping well after school have ended. Firstly, I thought that life is going to be freaking hard. Constantly, thinking of her and stuff. But I guess the final chat session we had together really woke me up. I will never be with her. I guess that is what I really needed. A plain ol' rejection from the coldest mountain. 

Even though after everything, the weird attraction on this certain some one can't seem to stop. It's a very weird feeling. But, as usual, a part of me is saying, "Guarantee cannot get one lah. Fuck, why even try???" 

I'm starting to wonder, how's Nasehah doing? Hahaha.