It's Been Awhile...

Hey there people. It's been a while since I've posted anything on this blog. Nothing about girls (Which I usually do). Nothing about nothing. I guess I as not in the mood to update any blogs of mine. 

Well, life have been okay, I guess. This past few months was a roller-coaster ride of emotions for me. Sometime I feel fine. Sometimes I feel sad. All the time feeling crappy. Nothing is going my way I guess. 

Here I go again. writing about my feelings and pouring everything out online again. Well, here it goes. Apparently, the girl that I'm head over heels for now have a new boyfriend. Which totally sucks for me. It might mean nothing to her now, but like have been hard. Problems arising without anyone to turn to. Usually, she was beside me. Listening to every crap that I'm blurting out of my mouth. I guess time have change and priorities have changed to. 

My feelings for her is not going anywhere right now. I guess nothing can stop me from l**ing her. I'm trying my best to keep my mind occupied by playing games, studying etc. 

It seems that care, loyalty and being a good guy doesn't work I guess. Yeah, maybe Taufik is right. Being a nice guy just brings you nowhere. 

Before I cap this off. If you still know my private blog's URL. Do visit, aight. I know it means nothing to you. just a plain story about my life. My true life. But, just give it a shot, aight.  

Thanks...