Sunspots

Its is very frustrating when I tried my best to be nice and call up people to play soccer. Sometimes I really miss FnD. I am always with him, since Ary is always with Yusri. Since the incident, FnD rarely hang out. He have curfews. Now, I am stuck all alone.(still have Kamal and Kay Sian) But I still don't get it. People are damn busy nowadays. With their "smoking" lives and other stuff.


Sometimes I wonder why am I not invited to these outings. Maybe my presence embarressed. Nowadays, I always spend time thinking and playing soccer. Sometimes I wonder why must a certian G say that he is going to tighten the bond of G-smirk and instead he only go out with only one G. It's not wrong but sometimes it gets frustrating. I'm speechless now. Sometimes I feel that people only say that I am generous, baik and many other shit just to take advantage of me.


All I have to say is, FnD I miss you man. Siol, dorang duer tak habis2 kluar sendiri2 seh. Aku damn bored. I need you man!!


hahahak


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