hmm...

Girls...This is what I experienced...I am not a sexist...Just that...Hahahak...Funny story...Still remember that post that I wrote about a girl I truly love?? Hahahak...Shit...

Last year...I can't talk to a single girl...Very scary...Now...I did it...I talk to different type of girls now...Liyana, Atiqah, Natasha, Watie and many more...Still can't talk to her...hahak...shit...Last time I hated girls because of her...Stupid sia...I feel sad for her when someone rejected her...She did soo badly for her mid-year exam last year...As a result...She retained...Hmm...Did anyone feel bad for me when she rejected me?? My friends laugh at me...Teacher told me that I will not get her...I am just wasting my time...Fuck all of them...I believe in myself and I try...It take guts to talk to her...She is different...

This year...My own friend...He got her...That tore my heart...Shit, I felt like killing him...But he told me that I was too late...I asked her...Through MSN of cause...She denied...DAMN!!! She fucking don't trust me...That made me more pissed off...What the fuck?? Just tell the damn truth arh!! Stupid sia...Tick Tock Tick Tock... They break...Woah!! Another chance for me...But Shit, hahaak, Still not enough confident...Die...

She always look at me in disgust... That hurts a lot...hahaahak...Done lots of stupid things just to see her...hahahk...Now, I even walk to skool...Just to want to terserempak with her...Still no progress...Ouh yar...Long ago, I asked her whether I could go to skool with her...Guess what?? The answer was..."no"...Yeah!!! Fun like playing with a pile of shit...She said some other time...Ask and ask..." Some other time", she said...Yeah!!! " I don't look at the appearance one larh", she said...Awesome...That have to be a fucking lie...You see... All(assuming) of her ex are damn handome...Coincidence...Could be...

Smile like you mean it...
Don't smile just because you want to...
Shit...